you don't like the people you are supposed to like? you don't feel like talking to the people you are supposed to talk? can't do the things you are supposed to do?
Is it because every question had a "supposed to" in it? What if there are no rules - just you and how you feel! But there are others and how they feel! Result - Chaos and misunderstanding!
But what if you don't like to do they things you really like - or at least you think you like? Does that mean you don't like it anymore? Where and when did the disconnect between the mind and heart come?
Can you feel what you really feel? When did logic and rationality completely fall apart? When did you start enjoying loneliness?
How is it that some can live totally accordingly to the rules? Makes you want to live by the rules too - but will that make me happy? Maybe. Maybe not. But I hate them. Hate when they show off how perfect their life is. makes you wonder if they are just ignorant or decided to act and tell themselves how perfect their life is. Either way, do I want to be ignorant or do I want to act as if everything was perfect. Can they ever be? If they are, is it perfect anymore?
Friday, June 25, 2010
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